Did I do the right thing? I’m having doubts now. Major doubts. The world to me is such a blur. Why do I always end up in such situations?

I blame no one but myself. The decisions I make and the extent to which I go for people. I don’t tell them. I mostly smile and say all is well, everything is fine but at the end of the day I know that is not the truth and has never been! At times like this, I wonder whether my kindness and tolerance is being taken advantage of?

I always believe that people want to act on their goodness and I end up believing in them and seeing the best in them tuning out the bad things they have done in their life that other people warn me about. Somehow being creatures of habit, humans lapse into their old ways and end up hurting me in the process. I don’t understand how people can sometimes make such conscious decisions without seeing the sacrifices that have been made for them.

Jotunheim doesn’t seem like a cold place now.