February 2012
16 posts
faint
Sometimes. how do I begin? Do you ever get the feeling at times like you’re not wanted. Like you’re just not supposed to be where you think your meant to be? What’s the point of defending oneself when you know what the outcome is going to be no matter how honest you are. Like the world is never or should I say only seldom tilted in your favour?
Did I get caught up in the fairy...
V Day Specials
1.I have no pictures of my boyfriend and I on this day,like the couple-ish sort cause I’d prefer to shoot myself.
2.I did not give or receive any whacked up gift.
3.I’m glad none of the above happened.
So those are my V day specials. I don’t believe in this over commercialised holiday. (Christmas is becoming this). Does one really need a day to celebrate giving and receiving...
Not what I anticipated
I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. I tried pouring everything out on paper but somehow I still feel unsettled. Why is everything so difficult? You make one step here in the right direction but you wonder whether the people around you are doing the same and acknowledging the effort you’ve put in. I feel so unsettled, so uncertain what the near future will bring. Any bombs...
13 minutes or so
According to my calculations, I don’t think I am cut out for this computerised world. I am okay with the basics but when it gets to this whole other level where people start talking -bytes etc I just begin to switch off automatically. I don’t even have a choice. No matter how much I try to force myself to listen and try and pick something up it is as though the whole world is...
sometimes not saying anything is the best policy
it is already Feb
I am sitting down here in the hall, with the television switched off. I feel so bored at times but then I like imprisoning myself at home during the weekdays and not doing anything much and living it up on the weekends. I now sit down here thinking about the things that I wanted to achieve during this holiday. I am too bored but I like being bored, I like having no commitments to an organisation....
